Look at me creeping and shit.. this is insane, i can’t even help it though. Everything reminds me of you. Every thought I have is of you. Everything i say is you,…. Every thing i smell is you. This wasn’t what i had in mind at all.. I never expected my first shit to be like this, well i mean to tell the truth i had no idea what to expect. I never thought that i’d ever have to deal with this, i swore up and down that love wasn’t for me haha turns out i was wrong as all fucks, i thought that this was impossible. Shitttt I was scared of this for soooo long. I can’t and don’t regret anything i’ve ever done, said, seen, felt …anything, even knowing that this was how i’d feel i PROMISE to jesus christ himself that i’d be willing to go through all this heartache and pain just to love you the way i’ve loved you for this past year and a half, talking to you, meting you, just being able to call you my girlfriend is the best thing that iv’e ever ever ever ever had the luck to do, i would go through this a billion times before i gave that up. So no I have no regrets or remorse of anything, all i can say is that this sucks… its really does but “it’s an just an experience, its a part of life” so my mom says “we all go through it, its just sad and really sucks that we have to go through it” mannnn oh mann. was she sooooooooo right. It’s impossible to know what’ll happen later in the future of our lifetime, who knows if we’ll ever be the same with one another again, who knows if we’ll ever get back together. But no matter how this ends or no matter what happeneds, I will always be your #1 fan:) you better do what you love, if not for yourself than you better do it for me lol. I’ll never be too busy for you, whenever you need me i’ll be there:^} .The way I see it now is if we are really true for eachother and are really supposed to be together forever then we will meet up once again later in life when were grown & as soon as i see your beautiful face again, every feeling, every memory, all the love, everyTHING will come right back and pick up like nothing ever happened I love you with more than just my heart, I love you with my soul sanggol. You will forever and at every moment of my life have a big portion my heart<3. Dose/Dalawampu/2010